Sometimes.

Sometimes this is not all its cracked up to be.

You have some ups, and a lot of downs.  Your self confidence is not ALWAYS through the roof.  I hit that point last night.  All day I was pumped, until I sat down and tried to draw a dress to make for the 22nd.  It just did not match the idea in my head.  My drawings never do. I am not a PERFECT artist, but I make due and sometimes it makes me sad when I cant be perfect.  But I just have to take a step back and take a mental break.

So, I slept.


No, things arent always perfect, but in my dream I came up with such a better design and also helped me to realize how I wanted to make it come alive.  So here is the deal ladies and gents...

Dont freak out because things arent perfect.  
You can make something so much better if you dont let yourself get flustered and you just step back for a minute.  Being upset isnt worth it when you have so much talent to use and show people.  Just breathe.


BREATHE.


And listen to Katy Perrys song 'Who Am I Living For' it will really help you out.


Jessie

This Could Be The Start

Of something newwwww..  Yeah okay I am not a pop artist.

It has also been 3.5 million years since I have written here.

Lets do a 10 second catchup

Moved to Michigan. Went to GVSU for premed.  Failed Bio 3 times.  Got 3 new jobs (a total of FOUR jobs total).  Became an OS at Steak n Shake.  Left being an OS.  Crappy Mormon.  Gay.

Okay you are alllll caught up.

Without going into all that, heres the news.

How many of you have heard of the show 'Design Star'? Well, they are holding auditions July 22 in Chicago. Who will be there? Oh you know only about 300 people.
Oh yeah, and ME. YEAH. ME.


I have to make 7 peices to bring with me. So far how many do I have? ONE.  This is getting serious.

Also, do you know its difficult to make clothes without a mannequin? Especially pants.  So this is what ends up happening.

Yeah. I become the mannequin.

Alright.  Dream big!

Jessie.

OH YEAH. I go by Jessie now :)